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Blinded

Sometimes when you are too down and broken up inside you tend to be blinded by negativity and whatever you think leads to a dead end. So well, try lifting up the blind fold and see things in a much better angle and clearer picture :)









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It's Not Always

- It's not always rainbows and butterflies







- tired
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Sudden Urge

My next target in my WishList.


Banquet @ Bangsar Village







-tempting :(
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I want!


Having the sudden urge to try out this Honeymoon Dessert cafe le :(

The desserts looks extremely tempting!













-hungry :(
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Ups and Downs

" When flowers gazed at you.. "


Sorry for the late update. Wasn't really in the mood recently. Pretty much happenings and unwanted things popped out of nowhere. Well but its not always negative stuffs happening la. Pretty good stuffs happened too during the time period.

Life is always ups and downs like an ongoing roller coaster on an endless track which will not stop moving until the heart of mine stopped beating. Life can be so frustrating sometimes.

Well you can say I'm pretty tired. Almost every night suffering from the same thing. It sucks alot.

So much things to do but I'm so very demotivated. I really need to go somewhere for a break. Somewhere away from this town where I can leave everything behind for the time period. My mind just can't stop thinking of her. I wanted to see her but, It's no good. Seeing her makes things worsen. So I guess better not.

Ah, weekends. Spent time in shui and lei's house. Lei taught me tai chi. Better way to work out my bones la I guess. It wasn't easy at all. Damn hard especially the leg steps. Ahh.. I guess need training one :D

Haha, thanks also to shui and lei la help me tekan my back sikit. Like whoa.. So good yet unexpected. >:)

And yeah, I hate to admit but Kindori's durian ice cream was pretty good! I'm lovin' it..
Ahh.. ah shui faster finish SPM la i want go travel la wtf >:(

I guess you guys heard of the famous branch stall call Shilin food street snack whatever blabla long name i lazy to rmb.

Their oyster mee suah was very well up to expectation. I love it like alot.. I'm craving for it now :(

Putting aside my problems, Life's pretty good actually. The pain is annoying but it's still bearable. Now weekends still okla.. 3 ma lat lou only. SOMEONE need to work ma :D

I think this week I'm meeting up with tyng gio. Haven't seen him since the last day of SPM.

That's all, for now.













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I don't fucking know what the fuck to do.







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The Tormented


Endlessly being tormented by my mind tonight.

I hate this feeling.

I do not like it.

But somehow, it felt nostalgic.

Oh yea, feelings i had back then.

Old times.

I do not like it.

I do not want to be like last time.









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It's been a long week


Sorry for not posting properly last week, too much happening. I'm really very very exhausted. Both college and my life. I'm having hard time trying to have everything under control. I'm really very very very tired. I need a break from everything.
















-tremendously xhausted.
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Getting Over It


Getting over it la hehe. dont worry guys :)

Feel like going to the beach la..

Want to go travel somewhere








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The Fact



"You need to rehab for about 9 months...."

" Huh.. *wtf* "

"Yeah, 3 times a week"

"...."

Sometimes, knowing the fact sucks but I guess its better to stay unnoticed and being dumb about yourself.

Yeah, I finally know the reason why I'm so weak, easily worn out and small in size.

The fact is already there. I've been living in this body for 18 years.

It's hard to accept the reality for now.

Well, just for now.

When he told me my actual condition. I was stunted.

I don't know what to feel.

I only see sadness in my mom's eyes.

She's like as if blaming herself for what I am now.

But I don't think it's her fault.

I need to accept myself for what I am now.

GOTTA BE STRONG EDDIE!






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Photography First Day!

Finally! The long awaited Photography lesson is here! Wah.. damn excited la.. Just got my Canon 450D baby. Can't wait to try her out.

So today's lessons was Macro! So we're suppose to run around in the campus's compound to take various still life images. Wah.. exciting nya.. some of my classmates got pictures of grasshoppers.. moth..and even cicak shit la wtf !! So let me let the pictures do the talking. OH YEAH!

Today was Daffee's birthday la :D we bought a secret recipe cake n celebrated wid him in class so today was pretty interesting la !







These are just few of the good pictures i took la.. more to come nxt week :D




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Retro Nite in Raffles!!!

AHH I CAN'T WAIT!!! :D












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Ice Breaking

Today's class, we did ice breaking session. Walao.. Funny la can ply games haha.. Apparently we get to mix around with our juniors and get to know them vry much better. Actually much better den my term lo. My first day no game one.. Damn tension la wtf. At least now i guess our juniors are not tension-fied anymore :D

Then ltr we played a superly ridiculous yet... pretty interesting.. yet... abit =_= game la.. is each group. using their own properties/ materials / ka changs to make the longest line! wah... we use all sort of things.. pen la bag la.. shoe lace.. n vince even used his socks la wtf. n i took out my notes la aiyo.. kanasai.. picking it up is... chisin lucky no wind blow if not i go jump klcc already hahaha!





Hahaha. Dats all for today la!Vry tired ah!











-tiredtiredtired!
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The 60s

Got some clothes 60s style from Sungei Wang.. All left now is a cool wig and a hat.. mayb no nid wig la according to ah ying.. the rest all also 7788 jor :D

can't wait for the retro nite. i got a great feeling coming >:)!! I'll post tht clothes after the party >:D or maybe before.. see la i feel damn tired and lazy now!!



I'M ON THE PHONE >:(
Some random pictures for fun :D Kinda miss London !!!
















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I wish...

To sit here with you.
Hoping time would stop.
And have a long talk about love.








-alittle, emotonite
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Whoa! Like WHOA !!!

Wah.. today first day college.. Ok gum la :D. Class finish den jao discuss about the Retro Nite Party! nampaknya pretty cun la with plans n stuffs all :D

Ahh after class, Me miru and ah vince go Pavillion survey sikit on the camera's prices la.. Seems pretty pricey la..
Planning to get this CANON 450D ! Cheapest jor >_< !! Haiz... Somemore nid plan food n drinks for retro nite partay nxt week wtf la ahahaha ! den jz now saw some nice fountain outside Pavilion O_O !! Wah.. Since when got de ah? Sorry la i know I'm outdated wtf :(



Looks pretty cun huh? Hahaha go check it out la :D Tomorrow gai gai with ying buy my retro clothes.. gosh.. i want to get a fake moustache but dunno where I can get it. Planning to dress up like a hippy lol







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Too much of Goodness :D

Around noon headed out to Midvalley with my mom and grandma haha :D ! Wanted to go Midvalley geh.. but massive jam la.. so change of plan went to Bangsar.. window shopping sikit la den MAKAN at Delicious restaurant :D whoa.. its quite nice la haha.
The food was pretty good i would say. Got chance must try their Traditional English tea le.. looks amazing and tempting la :D


Then ltr go find ying, she makan-ing stimboat wid her parents :D. But i was too full so didnt eat much la.. Den jao go watch Transformer! Wah! very nice sia.. >_<

The effect all damn cun.. Today laughter less jor 1 person hou zi ng hai gei use to it :D

Too bad SHUI! >:) !!!

But i think will watch with him again. So, I won't mind for 2nd time for this movie. Cun sia.. and Megan Fox is really hot la wtf.. and Ying's conclusion of this movie is..... The clothes vry good quality :D. Don't ask me why. Ask her. I ng xiong explain :D!!

Nevertheless, yet another tiring day. Tomorrow start of new sem ady la.. haiz my sem break 1 week only kesian betul la wtf :( !!

Gotta sleep ady.. vry tired nites yea babes :D







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A Night Stroll

Just now went to meet up with wei juin and rachel at mcd! :D

So long no see rachie already hahaha n she didn't chg much la.. still vry funny like last time :D

I asked her to drop me by the guardhouse so i took a nice walk back home..

and i realize, it's quite peaceful.. the silence.. the nice cool breeze.. :)

let the pictures do the talking :-

















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Tenji :D

Today early morning 9.30am wake up :D! Feel so sleepy and tired but the word Tenji gave me a sudden burst of energy to get moving. Got ready within minutes and head on to that fei mui's house.

Went to HELP University College with ying for awhile to deal with some stuffs and then head on to Solaris to meet up with Raymond. Waited very long la.. dim zi he walk all the way from mont kiara to Solaris.. chisin guy i would say :DThe Codfish was tremendously delicious and fresh la wtf... steam codfish.. whoa.. heaven babies. the meat damn nice la haiz.. JOGOYA LOSE GAO GAO. If this continues i think they sure chap lap la.
Raw salmon and raw butterfish yummy... >:) uber goodness.. these is what i call HAPPY FOOD.

Miso with beef and vegetables :D !! Nice also la :DDDDD


Jasmine Tea with some leftovers.. damn full la.. but we're still not giving up :DSo we took Haagen Daaz Chocolate :D
again...
and again.... and again.. alot of times la =_=

And finally camwhored :D


Finally we decided to stop.. we declare war a draw. Noobs VS TENJI

-a draw.


Ahh.. den nothing to do we jalan jalan around Solaris awhile and discussed about Michael Jackson cuz we saw a video playing hahahaha.. well.. now michael jackson really damn famous la but wasted cuz he died damn sad la wtf..

Den we went to meet up with Ah Lei childcare centre... haiz.. ying ying ying... teach small kids wrong stuffs >:)

ur future son let me teach english ba le.. u ng dim la.. lousy mommy LOL.. ur future husband sure =_=|||

ng zi dim suen geh hahahaha!!!! den balik lu. end of the day :D balik dota with 肥仔水 and ah lei >:)









-tired+full+satisfied. :)