Missing?

Missing?

©2008-2010 *Never-let-me-go

This randomly came to my mind before going to bed. Been doing some thinking i guess. Something is clearly missing in my life. Something that ignites the burning flame in me, something that keeps me going, something for me to look forward to, something for to be obsessed with. Where has the Obsession gone?

When I was in secondary school, I'm obsessed in going out with friends. Obsessed with somebody. Obsessed in games. Obsessed in DOTA. Obsessed in fine dining and delicious food. Obsessed in branded things. Obsessed in music.

Games and DOTA? yeah.. I play them like no tomorrow. Kept playing day and night. Kept me going. Not much sleep but still going. Talking about it day and night.

Fine dining and delicious food. Yeah, I enjoy sitting in a dim lighted ristorante with a very expensive menu. I think I'm not so into food now though.

Obsessed in branded things, well kinda I guess? I used to be a BRAND SLAVE. I would go woohoo when I bought something branded or something. Like worshiping them wtf.

Music, something to make me keep listening. During secondary school some songs gave me that " soul - touching " sensation. I will keep listening to it. Writing out the lyrics on my secondary school table (vandalism). Singing it in class.

So, something is clearly missing right now in my life. The Fire, the burning sensation. I love it. It kept me going. Something to look forward to. Something to make me feel excited. I think things are going thru pretty slowly. I feel like an OLD man right now.

Seems like I dont really care much right now. Am I too tired? I don't know though.. But this is clearly missing. It has been with me for years. Suddenly I've lost it. I'm not touching my PSP or PS3.

I do not play from morning till night in an MMORPG like i used to be.

I don't fancy brand as much as last time. At least I won't go wohoo over something. Or felt rich or exclusive over some GUCCIs or Versaces or Louis Vuittons.

I don't go crazy over fine dinings or expensive and delicious food.

No songs made me felt the " soul - touching " sensation anymore. Or made me felt this song is meant for me or something.

Even iPad is not getting me excited or something. Sigh.

I'm like a soon-to-be extinguished flame gasping for more O2(s) to keep burning, super freako old man.




Boooooooooooooring..........................





P/s: Banner is not up yet.. but soon sorry

-reignite my flame please.

New Layout :)

New Layout :)

New layout! well ugh.. I'll come up with a header soon yeah :).. Tahan awhile dulu for the ugly SOMEBOOOoooooooDY header for now T_T!!

Promise will be updated soon yeah :D! How do u like the new layout? =]

Robin's Day Out!

Robin's Day Out!

Finally! Robin's day has arrived! We registered him to go to a pet obedience training sessions @ 1 Utama! Well it was last Sunday and NOW only i managed to post it right now :P

Pardon me for my laaaaaaaaziness, well as usual..

Let the pictures do the talking :)

He seems to be pretty happy to look out at the window.

Which later on, he realize the back screen has a better view. Like a plasma HD wide screen LED TV. His saliva was all over the seats. =_=!!

Reached at around err.. 8am.. GOD. " EDDIE U MUST BE NUTS FOR GETTING UP THIS EARLY!!" well uhmm.. as a matter of fact, yeah I did woke up this early T__T!! Robin found a 1yr Old Golden Retriever.. He's HUGE!

Rawr! IM GUNNA GET HIM!! Alot of puppies and doggies attend this training. Robin's first time seeing so many different kind of doggies.

Well the training was pretty simple for that day. All the trainer taught was "hiuu" and "sitt"!
I hope there's something more next week. Saw a couple of Leng Luis :)~
And guess wad?? ROBIN GOT HIMSELF a.... GAyfriend?? =_="" I think its a female.. idk...









-grow Robin grow!

What is my style?

What is my style?

Every designers have their own style. And here I am stucked, what is my style? Like seriously, come to think of it do i own a style of my own?

This crossed my mind when i was chatting with Wil Ken. He said his style is Steampunk and Circus. Leif Lee is into Dragons, black and whites, and... abstracts?

Steampunk

Circus

As in for me.. well, I'm kinda into Vintage Styling

and err.. masquerades.. masks well yea.. masks :D





I hope soon i will find my own style soon :D!















-doing some serious, thinking :D

Marriage

Marriage

Marriage is a social union or legal contract between individuals that creates kindship. It is an institution in which interpersonal relationships, usually intimate and sexual, are acknowledged by a variety of ways, depending on the culture or demographic. Such a union may also be called matrimony, while the ceremony that marks its beginning is usually called a wedding and the marital structure created is known as wedlock.

I personally thinks marriage is a really wonderful and miraculous thing to ever happen to one's life.

Where both sides of the party accepts each other's both flaws and good to stay together under the same roof, starting a family.

When you love someone, you will be very happy to see he/she smiles. Getting up every morning, making the one you love a cup of coffee. Waking him/her up. Breakfast on bed will do the trick sometime.

Giving a kiss before going to work. Eager to get home after work to see her. Cook our own dinner together.. that would be great ;)

I do not wish unending prosperity or even health. What I wish is just a simple marriage, to a simple person whom I love so deeply where is no higher than any clouds or deeper than any ocean. An Unconditional Love ;)

After-Marriage, is the another phase of life that some lucky people will go through. Just imagine the journey to walk together ahead until death do them apart.

It's not about what one can do for another, or how much one can help the another.
I think a life-partner, should have the same passion and interest. I think this itself can hold the relationship till the very end.

;) cheerios people.
If you're in a relationship right now. Appreciate. Respect. Cherish and Love ;)
Love is hard to come by.

-loving you now, always and forever ;)

Malacca Trip With Barney & Friends, without Barney :(

Malacca Trip With Barney & Friends, without Barney :(

As stated above, where's Barney btw? Long time no see his big butt and sexy lips "hey..." ok la I know I'm freaking lame hahahaha!
AND, very very sorry for the super delay.. I was TOO LAZY to post anything uploading pictures and stuffs.. Finally today somehow I felt like moving my butt to update this post ;)

Well here goes, first stop! Chicken Rice Ball Shop ;) 9.ooam. Middle of Malacca (don't know where)

Well the balls are apparently much better than the chicken itself. The Chilli is sourish spicy. Nais :) This is actually the famous chicken rice ball shop already and we didn't know it until we saw the crowd of people lining outside the shop. Lucky us :)

Finish makan, Jalan - Jalan. I think its 10.oo am - ( near the church, duh)

Continue Jalan jalan... take pictures.. lame with those souvenir street stalls. Lucky we never get scolding ;)
The Red Church, est 1759 with built in speakers, comfy chairs, a projector, sound system, fans :)

I didn't know ang mos were that advanced! It's so not antique la inside wtf ;(
We made it through sweats and blood up the hill to an empty, deserted, smelly, dirty, alotofholesonthewall, spooky church? Is it a church? Argh, whatever, I'm too lazy to google..

Apparently, I personally like this photo alot hehe! Joanne, you can cut away Rosiebell's hair for blocking your face. Rawr!

Jack and Jills went down the hill and was craving for Durian Cendol since 9.ooam.

It's I think... 12.oop.m. now? - ( down hill, middle of nowhere. Craving for Durian Cendol. Bladder is full, explode soon)

We went to Jonker Street and found this " EHA " desert stall and decided to their "3D Durian"..

3 dimension it seems.. Well actually it turned out pretty good, I love it... very very much ;)

Jalan jalan along Jonker Street and we came upon a SMALL SMALL SHOP. WITH ALOT OF PEOPLE!! Where on earth do these People come from??? We lined up out of curiosity, there must be a reason for this insane number of orangs.

I went in first, lazy eddie as usual ;D and inside.. is quite big with a very very nice.. old.. cina style interior ;) me likey. My Nronya laksa (without picture) is very nice and spicy.. as the baba laksa is sold out already.. Maybe will come back to try someday though :)

The Noodle picture below i think is kon low noodle or something.. I can't remember


After the Spicy, sweaty and cramped up siensation. Nickson brought us to try The Legendary Coconut Shake to cool things off ;) After waiting for like 15minutes. Bad service. Uneducated Waiter. He don't remembers the orders. Its a road side stall. But the Coconut Shake seriously paid off! According to nickson, Its sugar syrup, blended coconut meat, vanilla ice cream all in 1 !
Its really nice. Their Nasi Lemak is great too ;)! This might be one of the factors i suffered from bad bad diarrhea in Singapore.. sigh ;( !
After that we meet up with Shan Babe and went for Satay Celup ;) ( sorry i was too tired to take any pictures already wahahaha :D ) SO NO PICTURES FOR SATAY CELUP :D


6.30pm - eye on malaysia.

Is it the same one as the previous one in KL? I think so.. well.. another ride :D! Somehow this time I have no fear for this ride anymore! Rawr! Brave Eddie!

Camwhores.

After this went back rest BBQ and TIDUR! And I slept on the rottan sofa. my back hurts like mad the nxt day ;( and we headed off back to KL ;) homesweethome.
And I like this picture this most la. It was to be said Eddie bit on the snake accidentally. I think i did.. I remember how the scaly skin sentuh my lips =_=!!









-this,isformalacca :). Good old Kb-ians