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If


If only miracles can be purchased...









-tired
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The only thing

The only shit that kept me hanging on!! Very tiring la college.. maybe its because of my imba sleeping pattern lah..

Aahahaha can say the only thing I look forward every chilly morning is a cup of hot latte :D

But don't know why each time drink already sure want to bangsai...
Bangsai alot of times in college already !!





-the only shizzzz!
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Phase

Just another Phase in life.

I've been through many phases in life.

This will not bring me down, I'll stand up again on my two feet.

Soberly on bed for the past 48hours.

And to you,

You know who you are.

With much regrets all I can say is Sorry to have hurt your feelings.

I clearly know how it feels.

Really sorry.

Where as for me.

I'll be back, not too soon. But soon.

The usual, Lansi, EGO and full of pride Eddie Lam.

Hopefully the phase ends faster than I'll know :)
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29/09/2010


I will remember this date forever..

I made my choice, prepared for losses. Perhaps, not too prepared.

I'm a total wreck now.

Definitely a total mess.

How to cope with my daily life?

College works and stuffs..

I knew by making this choice, I need to give up alot of things already.

It's definitely killing me inside.

You are not me, you won't understand how I feel.

The SHIT I'm going through.

It's definitely not easy to be me..

It's never easy...

I hate myself for being me, but I don't have a choice.

You say you are sad? Think twice. Try being in my shoes.

seriously, FUCK YOU emo people.

You don't know how fucking lucky you are. FUCK YOU!

I've walked the road which is not taken.

No turning back now for what I've done..

I'm all by myself again :)

I need to fix myself up and stand up again.








-it's not easy to be me